Nobel Boy

so 11/1/11 marks the day I evaluate my future. I walked in the CISE engineering office hoping to be switched in and get out of civil but (please excuse the lang) TO MY F’IN LUCK THEY SAY I CAN’T SWITCH BECAUSE I’M BEHIND! HAVEN’T YOU SEEN OR ADVISED A STUDENT THAT’S BEHIND BEFORE!!! WTF I REALLY DONT KNOW WHAT IM DOING NOW CAUSE CIVIL IS TOO HARD (looking at the course load i have to take) I WANNA JUST CRY AND PRAY AND PRAY SOMEMORE CAUSE THIS ISH IS HEARTBREAKING. THIS IS THE WORST DAY OF MY FICKIN LIFE!! I NEED SOME GUIDANCE PLEASE GOD PLEASE!