Nobel Boy

after a talk with my cousin, i come to the realization that admitting your scared of the unknown, scared of the workload, and just scared overall is okay. I guess the reason I chose a different engineering field was that it was the somewhat easy way out ( i use “somewhat” because any field of engineering is hard).  But the main reasons I chose to pick a different major were because of convenience. I had all the bells and whistles but it was missing one thing, heart. My heart was not in it but my thoughts of money and finishing “on time” and my fear of the course load of civil was. So here i am back to square one. Sorry for the post before lol. BTW i read my past post on why civil? and I was like okay that’s where my heart is.